6.20.2008

And so it begins....again....

Here I am in my third year of a job which I love....However, every year for the last three years I have been seriously injured in the same place in my back and have not healed yet.  After going to countless doctors to be told it was a muscle strain, or all in my head, I was finally given a series of injections, facet blocks, that were mildly successful.  Yesterday, I was re-injured.  I'm not looking for sympathy, just venting, frustrated, lost, and wondering if maybe, just maybe, God is telling me to get a new job.  I may not even post this.  I hate to have my first blog be such a downer.  I wasn't looking for pain for the rest of my life.  I just want to live pain free and have babies and enjoy life....
I know there's got to be some way to fix this.  I pray that, anyway....